Life Chapter: Letting It Flow
Hey all, for the past week I thought about my date the other day and decided to not make the first move. I just want to see where this leads.
For a first date, I was asked too many questions and talked about topics I would rather not talk about with someone I barely know, but I stayed open and honest and answered all the questions she had. Later, I realised I didn't have the chance to ask many questions myself.
For a first date, the questions felt too heavy. I don't shy away from deep conversation, but I was always under the impression that first dates should be playful and flirty. We did dance after we had a drink.
But I reached the point where I don't want to talk about the past or the person I used to be, certainly not on a first date. It's behind me, and I want to leave it behind me. I do not want to be pulled back into that space. Maybe being vulnerable on a first date is a good thing. Maybe it isn't. We will see where it goes. In any case, I am not making the first move and ask for a second date.
After I dropped her off at the train station, it was around 11 p.m. or so, and I decided to go back dancing. I wanted to enjoy the evening a bit more.
I am glad I went on a date because it has been a while, and what I learned from last week's date is that I got annoyed when I had to mention the fact that I still live at home, even though the plan is to move out at the end of this year or at least have my eyes on a property.
In the meantime, I might have forsaken my art journey a bit, but it's time to pick that back up. I'll be working on more sketches of the blacksmith house. If you don't remember, check out Art Chapter: Sword Fall. In all honesty, I have been playing a lot of Crimson Desert lately. When I like something, I get sucked in, and it's hard to stop or slow down. Some obsession can really take over, I guess. Dancing has started to do that to me too.
So next week, back to the grind!
As for the website i changed the home page Slighty and removed 2 photography projects.
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